[ She squirms beneath his mouth, her breathing hitching and uneven even before he really gives her nipples the attention they ached for. That little bit of pain from his teeth drove her to distraction as he marked her body. Her fingers wander from his shoulders to his hair, and she tilts her head so she can watch his progress. At least, until his mouth closes around her nipple the first time. She audibly gasps, the sensation something she somehow wasn't expecting, but definitely wanted more of. Her head falls back again as he sends electric currents through her chest, up her spine, and down to her groin all at once. Her fingers curl in his hair and she lets out a quiet moan. ]
Oh, Ben.
[ She looks down at him again, her bottom lip pulled between her teeth as he moves down, kissing her stomach. She's breathing hard, finding it difficult to catch her breath as he moves lower. ]
[He lifts himself up, letting his hands tease over her skin as he moves in for another kiss. He had said making her moan had been in his plans but he wouldn't say no to making her ticklish too. His mouth drops to her jaw and then moves down her chest again in another trail of kisses.]
You smell really good. [He breathes in against her skin while his nose brushed against one of her nipples, teasing it while he kissed along her breast.]
[ She kisses him like she's drowning and he's her oxygen, her hands gripping his face and holding it to hers when he moves in on her. She felt overwhelmed with her absolute desire for him, for his hands sliding over her skin and his mouth moving down her jaw again. Her senses are filled with him and the warmth spreading through her body and the ache between her thighs.
His comment about her smell draws a small laugh from her, her fingers digging into his hair as his nose brushes against her nipple. ]
And that's supposed to put me off just because you were working?
[He kisses her sternum before looking up at her again, moving in to put his arms on ether side of her face, his elbows holding him up as he looks down at her.]
You smell like you. Even if you haven't been to the desert in a year you still smell like sunlight.
[Maybe that was being too poetic or cheesy but it was true enough for him. He pressed a kiss to her forehead, his hands playing with the ends of her hair. She was beautiful, spread out against the sheets with only her pants and remaining undergarments to cover her. He certainly liked what view he had.
His hands draw her knees to his sides again as he relaxes against her, their bare chests pressed together as well as their hips, and he indulges in a kiss. Before he would have been afraid for her to notice how aroused he is by her but now he wanted her to feel it and to see it in the way he looked at her.]
[ She corrects him with a little smile as he moves up her again. She closes her eyes as he kisses her forehead, a little jolt running through her as she feels him press against her. She's so aroused that just the pressure makes her sigh, her hands trailing down his arms. ]
Is that your lightsaber?
[ She's teasing, looking up at him with a half smile. ]
[He scoffs, giving her a half smile. He'd only been here a few months and it already felt like an eternity. There was never a shortage of things to be done and his thoughts were constantly moving from one thing to the next.
He should be embarrassed at her awful joke and, truthfully, part of him was. He pulls her hips towards him, pressing his arousal snugly between her sex and his stomach. Instinctively he grits his teeth against the friction. His own breath felt labored beneath his words.]
Does that feel like a lightsaber to you?
[He looks down at her for a moment, his gaze piercing into hers, before coaxing her into switching their positions. It left him laying against the sheets of her bed while she was seated in his lap, giving him a great view of her too. Last time they had been like this too while they ground out their pleasure against one another. He liked seeing what she would do when put in the situation. Last time he hadn't been disappointed.]
[ Get mouth hands open as he rubs himself against her, the friction just stoking the flames of her own burning arousal. She lets out a small laugh as he questions her, rolling her hips up against his. ]
Maybe not as hard as one, but- close.
[ She is fine with switching positions, seating herself comfortably atop him while considering what she wants, here. Part of her wants to just roll against him again, like they had before, taking pleasure from the closeness without the level of intimacy they aren't ready for. But she wants to explore his body the way he had hers, so she leans down instead, her hands sliding down his chest as she kisses and sucks her way down his neck. ]
[It was different being the one watching her this time. When she leans into him and her mouth meets his throat he doesn't move other than to grab her hair. The long strands wrapped easily between his fingers. Her hands moving down his chest made his skin tingle and his arousal had become almost painfully constricting. Still, he tried his best to be patient and let her have this.
His hands drift over her shoulders and down the curve of her spine before moving back up again. It took every ounce of his willpower not to lift his hips against hers again. He wanted her to indulge herself the way he'd been allowed.]
You have no idea how bad I want to move right now.
[He sighs, lifting his hips off the bed slightly to make his point, his arousal rubbing up into hers.]
[ She inhales as he rubs himself against her, teeth biting down on his neck a little harder than she meant to as he distracted her. ]
Mmm-mmn.
[ She hums, lifting her hips deliberately away from his, sliding herself lower over his body as she does, resuming her kissing against his chest, her hands outlining the planes of his muscles, a thumb drifting curiously over one of his nipples, wondering if they would do anything for him the way it had for her. ]
[He braces himself on his elbows, lifting his head off the pillows to watch her. When that became too much his head dropped again and another sigh followed. He was sensitive to the touch but trying hard not to give in so easily. He already wanted to press her into the mattress again and sink his weight against her.]
Mm.
[He bites his lip, ripples of pleasure shooting outward wherever she touched him. He sinks against the mattress and reaches out to encircle her arms with his hands before moving on to tangle his long fingers in her hair.]
[ She grinned against his skin every time she elicited another sigh from him, spurred on by his approval and fingers in her hair. She moves lower, slowing down to gently kiss along the edge of the scar on his hip that is still healing, before her lips trace a path to his navel. She lifts her head there, her chest hovering just above the visible line of his arousal straining against his pants. ]
Can I touch you, Ben?
[ She whispers, knowing he'll know she's not asking for permission to keep doing what she's doing, but to go lower. ]
[He lets out an earnest groan when her lips touch the sensitive scar tissue. His stomach tensed on and off as she'd made her exploration downward and when she asks her question he can't help but squirm a bit.]
Yes. Please.
[He breaths through his nose, swallowing and digging his hands into the sheets while he tries to focus on calming his heartbeat.]
[ She can't help but smile at his reaction to her question, sitting up and resting on her knees, her hands sliding down his stomach to his waistband. Eyes fixed on the bulge in his pants she draws her bottom lip inbetween her teeth as she considers the best way to go about doing this. ]
Let me know if I... do something wrong, okay?
[ Her eyes flicker to his, a little unsure, before she exhales and curls her fingers under his waistband, pulling down enough to free his length from it's prison. Her eyes widen in surprise, somehow it's different than what she expected, but that's not a bad thing.
It takes her a second to realize that she's just kind of sitting there staring at his erection before she does what she'd asked permission for and touches him. She's tentative, not wanting to hurt him, just brushing her fingers up along the underside of his shaft and circling her thumb over the tip. ]
[He'd been anticipating her touch but outright pulling his pants down and touching him directly - he hadn't been expecting that. He makes a noise of surprise, his body lifting up from the bed slightly to watch her, bracing himself on his elbows. When her fingers began feeling him up he drops down again and he sucks in a sharp breath.]
I-I don't think you could do it wrong if you tried.
[He bites his lip, making a noise in the back of his throat. No one had ever gotten this close to him until her. No one had ever wanted to. He takes a shaking breath, chest rising and falling while his hands opened and closed in tight fists in the sheets.]
[ Ben's reactions to her touch embolden her, and she becomes more sure with her grip, fingers curling around his shaft and slowly testing the size of him in her hand. She has the idle thought, what he'd feel like inside her and she exhales sharply, adjusting the way she's sitting a little as her own arousal aches anew.
Still careful as she watches Ben's face she adjusts the way she's stroking him on each turn, her other hand braced on his hip. ]
[He shivers when her fingers curl around him. He'd been tempted to reach for her hand and show her what he wanted, but the thought died as soon as she'd done it on her own. Her thought reaches him, and her hand suddenly feels hotter on his skin than it actually is, blood still pumping steadily to his throbbing arousal.]
You're defini- definitely, doing it right.
[It's easier to talk through it, as if he could ignore how good she was making him feel. Hadn't he imagined this very thing at least a hundred times in the back of his mind? The two of them together like this. Maybe it wasn't the exact thing but this was far better than his imagination could conjure up anyway.
Even while he took his own pleasure in this, he still felt a prickle of anxiety. He didn't feel, despite her telling him otherwise over and over, that he was worthy of any of this. Having her touch him and kiss him and just be with him: he was far from worthy of it. Having the feeling of that single thought of hers, that she wanted to know what it was like to have him bury his cock inside of her, was the only thing that chased away his worries. She so often relieved any little negative thought he had just by reassuring him, by proving over and over again how much she wanted him in the emotional sense just as much as the physical sense.]
[ She can feel his arousal building, the sensations strangely mixed in with her own. She smiles as she watches his face, her eyes half lidded and breathing a little uneven from the arousing sight of him coming undone for her. ]
If it's too much let me know.
[ Her hand keeps the careful rhythm she's established, her entire body leaning a little into it as she guides her hand up his length and back, the motion and subsequent minor friction between her legs offering her some small relief, though she's more focused on his pleasure at the moment. He's more giving with her than he realizes, and she wants to give back. What's more, she wants to convince him she's here for him so doing this... intimate and beyond anything they've done before, she hopes that conveys that, in some small way. ]
[His brows knit together as he concentrates on just keeping his composure. It was becoming harder to do the more confident she got in touching him. He blinks owlishly as he looks at her, pushing himself up on his elbows again to watch. He licks his lips, feeling slightly fascinated by the display despite every nerve ending in his body going haywire.]
How far do you... want this to go?
[She certainly was as frazzled as he was, despite focusing on him. It was an honest question though part of him already felt he had the answer. He reaches out, wrapping his larger hand around hers to adjust her pace while he laid back again. When he wasn't satisfied with that he lets her hand go again, taking a breath. He could feel himself building towards something but he didn't want to rush it too much.]
[ She hesitates to say it, flushed, straddling his legs and half naked, pumping his cock in her hand, she's still shy. ]
I want to watch you come.
[ She tries switching up the pattern a little after he adjusts her pace, rolling her palm over the tip of his length before sliding it back down. She shifts how she's sitting a little again, resting her groin against his leg, grinding against him a little to temporarily sate the aching pressure in her abdomen. ]
[His breath catches in his throat, feeling her grind against his leg. He wanted to touch her the way she was touching him but he couldn't move, feeling like his limbs had become jelly as she works over his length. He takes another deep gulp of air, his Adam's Apple bobbing in his throat. If it's too much she had said. He was close to just coming right then and there, just feeling her hands on him and her wetness on his leg.]
Oh. So- so close... kriff I want to- [He presses his lips together in a half grimace as he tries to fight it, even watching his cock leak a little onto her attentive fingers. He takes a breath, every inch of him feeling as tight as a bow string.
When he finally can't take it any more he drops against the mattress, unable to keep watching her while his vision whited out and his spend spurted out onto her fingers, making a complete mess of things. He'd been trying to tell her to stop, to let him take care of her too, but it hadn't come out the way he wanted.]
[ The sight of him writhing under her touch, trying so hard to keep himself together and finally falling apart is intoxicating. Rey sighs as she works him through his orgasm, not minding the sticky mess on her hand. His sensations were bleeding into hers and she grinds herself against his leg, feeling small aftershocks as if she'd come along with him.
Once she's milked his cock until it's gone soft in her hand she lets go, pulling herself up his body again without caring about the mess. She presses a kiss to his chin as he breathes, settling her weight on top of him. ]
[It was all he could croak out, the aftermath of his orgasm still leaving him swimming in the aftershocks. His arms wrap around her, holding her to him with a mild hesitance. He’s fairly sure most of it was just on her hands. His heart rate was starting to even out again, a little bit at a time.]
It felt good. I’ve never had someone else do that before.
[No one had ever wanted to and he hadn’t allowed anyone to get close enough before her. Rey was no stranger to his embarrassed shuffling in the morning when he’d accidentally found himself pressed against her in a state of half arousal in his sleep but he’d never expected her to want to touch him like that - current situation notwithstanding.]
What about you? Are you okay?
[He was aware of her grinding against his thigh but whether or not she had come with him he didn’t know. His hand drops to her lower back, rubbing circles into her skin.]
I've never done that to someone before, either, so I'm glad you liked it.
[ She teases gently, smiling as she nuzzles her nose against the underside of his chin. Part of her still feels wildly unsated, but she's absorbing feelings from him too, and those feelings want her to lay with him like this forever.
His question makes her hum, and she tilts her head back to press another kiss to his chin. ]
I'd be worried if you had and gone without having a kiss first.
[Now he's teasing her right back, humming contentedly while she continued to kiss and tease her nose against his skin. He could, quite honestly, lay in bed just like this for the rest of the day. Nothing outside these walls could hurt them while they were in here together. They were together.]
I did. Like it, I mean. Which is why if you wanted me to- I could.
[He bites his lip, finding trouble quite articulating what he wants to say. His hand drifts from her lower back to the front of her own waistband. He deliberates what to do for a moment before deciding he didn't want to let her be the only one focusing on him. If she doesn't stop him he decides to be a little bolder, his fingers drifting down the waistband of her pants before tugging them down as far as he can get them to while she was still laying on top of him.
Once he's coaxed those down to her knees his hand smooths over her belly, still sticky with his come, along with her underwear and lets his hand slip between her thighs to seek out the warmth waiting there.]
Your turn to tell me if I do something wrong.
[His free hand moves along the back of her neck, rubbing circles into her skin while the one between her thighs blindly explores her skin, parting her slick flesh to prod a single digit between them. He wanted to learn how and where she liked to be touched. He wanted to give back even a small bit of what she'd given him.]
[ She was going to tell him he didn't have to, but then he was pulling her pants down and she couldn't find it in her to make him stop. Doing what she can to help, as well as wiping her sticky hand off on the fabric as it's pushed down she wiggles against him, butterflies taking flight in her stomach. The arousal that had been building and ebbing in her comes roaring back as he slides his hand between her thighs and she sighs, trying not to grind down against his hand so he still has some movement.
Her forehead pressed against the side of his neck she gasps as his fingers explore her nethers, biting her lip as she slides her hand up to grip his shoulder. ]
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Oh, Ben.
[ She looks down at him again, her bottom lip pulled between her teeth as he moves down, kissing her stomach. She's breathing hard, finding it difficult to catch her breath as he moves lower. ]
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You smell really good. [He breathes in against her skin while his nose brushed against one of her nipples, teasing it while he kissed along her breast.]
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His comment about her smell draws a small laugh from her, her fingers digging into his hair as his nose brushes against her nipple. ]
I doubt that. I was working before all of this.
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[He kisses her sternum before looking up at her again, moving in to put his arms on ether side of her face, his elbows holding him up as he looks down at her.]
You smell like you. Even if you haven't been to the desert in a year you still smell like sunlight.
[Maybe that was being too poetic or cheesy but it was true enough for him. He pressed a kiss to her forehead, his hands playing with the ends of her hair. She was beautiful, spread out against the sheets with only her pants and remaining undergarments to cover her. He certainly liked what view he had.
His hands draw her knees to his sides again as he relaxes against her, their bare chests pressed together as well as their hips, and he indulges in a kiss. Before he would have been afraid for her to notice how aroused he is by her but now he wanted her to feel it and to see it in the way he looked at her.]
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[ She corrects him with a little smile as he moves up her again. She closes her eyes as he kisses her forehead, a little jolt running through her as she feels him press against her. She's so aroused that just the pressure makes her sigh, her hands trailing down his arms. ]
Is that your lightsaber?
[ She's teasing, looking up at him with a half smile. ]
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[He scoffs, giving her a half smile. He'd only been here a few months and it already felt like an eternity. There was never a shortage of things to be done and his thoughts were constantly moving from one thing to the next.
He should be embarrassed at her awful joke and, truthfully, part of him was. He pulls her hips towards him, pressing his arousal snugly between her sex and his stomach. Instinctively he grits his teeth against the friction. His own breath felt labored beneath his words.]
Does that feel like a lightsaber to you?
[He looks down at her for a moment, his gaze piercing into hers, before coaxing her into switching their positions. It left him laying against the sheets of her bed while she was seated in his lap, giving him a great view of her too. Last time they had been like this too while they ground out their pleasure against one another. He liked seeing what she would do when put in the situation. Last time he hadn't been disappointed.]
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Maybe not as hard as one, but- close.
[ She is fine with switching positions, seating herself comfortably atop him while considering what she wants, here. Part of her wants to just roll against him again, like they had before, taking pleasure from the closeness without the level of intimacy they aren't ready for. But she wants to explore his body the way he had hers, so she leans down instead, her hands sliding down his chest as she kisses and sucks her way down his neck. ]
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His hands drift over her shoulders and down the curve of her spine before moving back up again. It took every ounce of his willpower not to lift his hips against hers again. He wanted her to indulge herself the way he'd been allowed.]
You have no idea how bad I want to move right now.
[He sighs, lifting his hips off the bed slightly to make his point, his arousal rubbing up into hers.]
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Mmm-mmn.
[ She hums, lifting her hips deliberately away from his, sliding herself lower over his body as she does, resuming her kissing against his chest, her hands outlining the planes of his muscles, a thumb drifting curiously over one of his nipples, wondering if they would do anything for him the way it had for her. ]
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Mm.
[He bites his lip, ripples of pleasure shooting outward wherever she touched him. He sinks against the mattress and reaches out to encircle her arms with his hands before moving on to tangle his long fingers in her hair.]
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Can I touch you, Ben?
[ She whispers, knowing he'll know she's not asking for permission to keep doing what she's doing, but to go lower. ]
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Yes. Please.
[He breaths through his nose, swallowing and digging his hands into the sheets while he tries to focus on calming his heartbeat.]
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Let me know if I... do something wrong, okay?
[ Her eyes flicker to his, a little unsure, before she exhales and curls her fingers under his waistband, pulling down enough to free his length from it's prison. Her eyes widen in surprise, somehow it's different than what she expected, but that's not a bad thing.
It takes her a second to realize that she's just kind of sitting there staring at his erection before she does what she'd asked permission for and touches him. She's tentative, not wanting to hurt him, just brushing her fingers up along the underside of his shaft and circling her thumb over the tip. ]
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I-I don't think you could do it wrong if you tried.
[He bites his lip, making a noise in the back of his throat. No one had ever gotten this close to him until her. No one had ever wanted to. He takes a shaking breath, chest rising and falling while his hands opened and closed in tight fists in the sheets.]
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Still careful as she watches Ben's face she adjusts the way she's stroking him on each turn, her other hand braced on his hip. ]
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You're defini- definitely, doing it right.
[It's easier to talk through it, as if he could ignore how good she was making him feel. Hadn't he imagined this very thing at least a hundred times in the back of his mind? The two of them together like this. Maybe it wasn't the exact thing but this was far better than his imagination could conjure up anyway.
Even while he took his own pleasure in this, he still felt a prickle of anxiety. He didn't feel, despite her telling him otherwise over and over, that he was worthy of any of this. Having her touch him and kiss him and just be with him: he was far from worthy of it. Having the feeling of that single thought of hers, that she wanted to know what it was like to have him bury his cock inside of her, was the only thing that chased away his worries. She so often relieved any little negative thought he had just by reassuring him, by proving over and over again how much she wanted him in the emotional sense just as much as the physical sense.]
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If it's too much let me know.
[ Her hand keeps the careful rhythm she's established, her entire body leaning a little into it as she guides her hand up his length and back, the motion and subsequent minor friction between her legs offering her some small relief, though she's more focused on his pleasure at the moment. He's more giving with her than he realizes, and she wants to give back. What's more, she wants to convince him she's here for him so doing this... intimate and beyond anything they've done before, she hopes that conveys that, in some small way. ]
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How far do you... want this to go?
[She certainly was as frazzled as he was, despite focusing on him. It was an honest question though part of him already felt he had the answer. He reaches out, wrapping his larger hand around hers to adjust her pace while he laid back again. When he wasn't satisfied with that he lets her hand go again, taking a breath. He could feel himself building towards something but he didn't want to rush it too much.]
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[ She hesitates to say it, flushed, straddling his legs and half naked, pumping his cock in her hand, she's still shy. ]
I want to watch you come.
[ She tries switching up the pattern a little after he adjusts her pace, rolling her palm over the tip of his length before sliding it back down. She shifts how she's sitting a little again, resting her groin against his leg, grinding against him a little to temporarily sate the aching pressure in her abdomen. ]
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Oh. So- so close... kriff I want to- [He presses his lips together in a half grimace as he tries to fight it, even watching his cock leak a little onto her attentive fingers. He takes a breath, every inch of him feeling as tight as a bow string.
When he finally can't take it any more he drops against the mattress, unable to keep watching her while his vision whited out and his spend spurted out onto her fingers, making a complete mess of things. He'd been trying to tell her to stop, to let him take care of her too, but it hadn't come out the way he wanted.]
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Once she's milked his cock until it's gone soft in her hand she lets go, pulling herself up his body again without caring about the mess. She presses a kiss to his chin as he breathes, settling her weight on top of him. ]
Are you okay?
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[It was all he could croak out, the aftermath of his orgasm still leaving him swimming in the aftershocks. His arms wrap around her, holding her to him with a mild hesitance. He’s fairly sure most of it was just on her hands. His heart rate was starting to even out again, a little bit at a time.]
It felt good. I’ve never had someone else do that before.
[No one had ever wanted to and he hadn’t allowed anyone to get close enough before her. Rey was no stranger to his embarrassed shuffling in the morning when he’d accidentally found himself pressed against her in a state of half arousal in his sleep but he’d never expected her to want to touch him like that - current situation notwithstanding.]
What about you? Are you okay?
[He was aware of her grinding against his thigh but whether or not she had come with him he didn’t know. His hand drops to her lower back, rubbing circles into her skin.]
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[ She teases gently, smiling as she nuzzles her nose against the underside of his chin. Part of her still feels wildly unsated, but she's absorbing feelings from him too, and those feelings want her to lay with him like this forever.
His question makes her hum, and she tilts her head back to press another kiss to his chin. ]
I'm fine. I just wanted to focus on you.
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[Now he's teasing her right back, humming contentedly while she continued to kiss and tease her nose against his skin. He could, quite honestly, lay in bed just like this for the rest of the day. Nothing outside these walls could hurt them while they were in here together. They were together.]
I did. Like it, I mean. Which is why if you wanted me to- I could.
[He bites his lip, finding trouble quite articulating what he wants to say. His hand drifts from her lower back to the front of her own waistband. He deliberates what to do for a moment before deciding he didn't want to let her be the only one focusing on him. If she doesn't stop him he decides to be a little bolder, his fingers drifting down the waistband of her pants before tugging them down as far as he can get them to while she was still laying on top of him.
Once he's coaxed those down to her knees his hand smooths over her belly, still sticky with his come, along with her underwear and lets his hand slip between her thighs to seek out the warmth waiting there.]
Your turn to tell me if I do something wrong.
[His free hand moves along the back of her neck, rubbing circles into her skin while the one between her thighs blindly explores her skin, parting her slick flesh to prod a single digit between them. He wanted to learn how and where she liked to be touched. He wanted to give back even a small bit of what she'd given him.]
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Her forehead pressed against the side of his neck she gasps as his fingers explore her nethers, biting her lip as she slides her hand up to grip his shoulder. ]
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